Confession # 15

I have an obsession. Orchids!

Today my sisters and I went out to Fort Mason for the orchid expo. It was amazing! I promised myself I would only buy one, if any at all. I left with three. We took MUNI so I could only carry so much.

I don't know why I am so obsessed with orchids. I guess it is because I find them symbolic of a good relationship. When you first bring an orchid home it is in full bloom it is sexual, beautiful, consuming... but after while the blooms start to wither and the plant is left with only it's roots and leaves begging for attention.

When a girl gives her lover an orchid, it is a symbol, whether she realizes it or not. It says this is us now, exciting and beautiful, but things do change. It says take care of us, be loving and nurturing and our relationship will continue to bloom year after year. It says be patient and committed and our love with be eternal. Like the orchid, with the right care, we can be immortal.

When a girl gives her lover an orchid she is not only giving him her heart and soul but also her dreams.

I have only given one man an orchid; it was long before I knew better. I will not be so careless with such a precious gift again.