Getting from point A to B…
I got some emails to find out how I went from telling my best friend I wanted to explore a romantic relationship with him to getting a booty call in church. Here is the answer, and boy would my therapist be proud.
Okay, right now my world in a little out of control. Construction on my house is taking a bit longer than expected, so a three-week stay with my parents has tuned into a month-and-a-half stay. I am in the middle of two big fundraisers and have been tapped to host a rather large event in February. My social calendar seems to be way over booked with 2 or 3 events scheduled for the same day. I have not been able to make it to the gym, to the trail to run or even walk shaggy to the park to throw a ball. In a nutshell, I have ZERO alone time coupled with a ton of stress and no release.
When I started to toy around with the idea of pursuing a romantic relationship with my friend, it was at the height of all the craziness and I was looking to be rescued. My friend does that quite well.
Well taking a step back from the whole situation, I realized that when I do get back home and start to stabilize my life, I might feel very differently. I have always said, I am building this house for me and I don’t want to share it with anyone. I need to enjoy it first, live in it and create a life in it. All by myself! That is the current plan, and it feels like a good one.
When the time is right and the right man presents himself, there will not be any questions or apprehensions. When the time is right I will be ready.
Okay, right now my world in a little out of control. Construction on my house is taking a bit longer than expected, so a three-week stay with my parents has tuned into a month-and-a-half stay. I am in the middle of two big fundraisers and have been tapped to host a rather large event in February. My social calendar seems to be way over booked with 2 or 3 events scheduled for the same day. I have not been able to make it to the gym, to the trail to run or even walk shaggy to the park to throw a ball. In a nutshell, I have ZERO alone time coupled with a ton of stress and no release.
When I started to toy around with the idea of pursuing a romantic relationship with my friend, it was at the height of all the craziness and I was looking to be rescued. My friend does that quite well.
Well taking a step back from the whole situation, I realized that when I do get back home and start to stabilize my life, I might feel very differently. I have always said, I am building this house for me and I don’t want to share it with anyone. I need to enjoy it first, live in it and create a life in it. All by myself! That is the current plan, and it feels like a good one.
When the time is right and the right man presents himself, there will not be any questions or apprehensions. When the time is right I will be ready.
posted by BrazenlyBad at 11:26 AM
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